Thursday, August 21, 2008 4:09 AM
smile or not...
WOndering about things that are giving me stress... what should i do... choose money over violin or the other way round... speak up or not... cry or not... smile or not... things seems to be complicated nowadays... I starting to feel that school weren't that fun as before, especially this term. Many things happened... I am really puzzled. As i realised one can hide her true face behind her mask. you never know when she will revealed her true character.
I actually thought about a lot of things lately. Studies,cca,friends,family and my life. Things weren't fine for me. I actually felt dreadful but what can i do. I wanted to shout out loud but can i... I wanted to cry and i actually did for about dun noe how many times today. Thanks for caring, really... Thanks a lot to jw jie strawberry tam tam amanda chen ying bunny and the others... But life have to go on... I gonna be strong and live on, solving all these problems...
I just can't get to see stars, moon and the rainbow nowadays... Will my rainbow come up after the stormy rain? Will i get to see stars and moon when i gaze out through the window in the night? Hope so... :D
What can i do now... smile and get hyper to forget everything that burdens me... This is the only thing i can do now. Whoosh away all memories... IS there any magical potion that can forget unhappy memories... give me one if you know one... hahas jus jk :]
Went to strawberry house with tam tam, bunny, jw jie and joel... Do tp project... get really hyper there... I quite crazy today... erm exams over... and holidays coming!!!!!!!!!!
Going to malaysia next friday :] visiting my relatives and
MY NEW BORN COUSIN!!! He must be cute... AARRHHHH! can't get to see him soon.
P.S Tam tam rmb to bring all math wrk sheets for math files!
strawberry tam tam and gie!! i wanna watch cyborg she!!!! :P
bunny later i sms u :D
byeeeeeeee